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Post by PVT. KAMI EVANS on May 10, 2012 22:56:00 GMT -5
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Sometimes I wish there were extra hours in the day. Raising two kids alone on a tight budget isn't exactly an easy thing to do. Sigh…
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Post by anna on May 16, 2012 18:29:09 GMT -5
TEMPLATE WAS MADE BY this starless city. OF CAUTION TWO POINT OH.  - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - HANDWRITTEN FATE * [/size][/font][/color] IS CURRENTLY: doing school work
IS LISTENING TO: nothing at the moment[/size][/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Awww Kami. *hugs* Did you want to drop the kids off here for a change? I could look after them, since most of my school work is online at the moment. I feel really bad Kami, because you're always coming over to babysit my kids and you need a break from it all, just as much as I do.
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Post by PVT. KAMI EVANS on May 17, 2012 2:07:58 GMT -5
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*virtually hugs back* Nah, I don't want to bother you. I uhh, I shouldn't complain anyways. I mean... If I just even my day out I can do this better instead of struggle...
It's fine Anna. I love your kids. They're adorable and I hope my little boys turn out that great......
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Post by anna on May 17, 2012 13:48:52 GMT -5
TEMPLATE WAS MADE BY this starless city. OF CAUTION TWO POINT OH. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - HANDWRITTEN FATE * [/size][/font][/color] IS CURRENTLY: doing school work
IS LISTENING TO: nothing at the moment[/size][/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Alright but I want you to know that I can help you out if you need me too, I wouldn't mind taking the kids off of your hands once in a while. They are adorable! Thank you Kami, they are good kids. So how have you been? I haven't talked with you in a while...
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Post by PVT. KAMI EVANS on May 17, 2012 14:45:32 GMT -5
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I know… I just don’t want to burden you.
I’ve been busy. Really busy. I kind of forgot when my last meal was. Lol. Kids are a handful, work at the waiting job’s the same, and I just got picked to help ‘recruit’ new Marines. It’s good though. I get some hundreds of bucks for each recruit. But still… Busy, busy, busy. Over-time shifts and barely anytime with my kids. Being married just has to be godsend. I envy you and my brother.
But enough of me complaining away… How have you and my brother been? Guess everything’s slowly getting better on your end? He’s hard to handle, isn’t he?
…………And there goes my good shirt. Crap!
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Post by anna on May 17, 2012 17:43:59 GMT -5
TEMPLATE WAS MADE BY this starless city. OF CAUTION TWO POINT OH. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - HANDWRITTEN FATE * [/size][/font][/color] IS CURRENTLY: doing school work
IS LISTENING TO: nothing at the moment[/size][/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - It's not a burden, Kami. You do so much for us, I want to repay you for that. Oh wow, yeah you have been really busy then! But it's a good/bad situation isn't it? The money would be awesome, but I know what it's like to not be able to see your kids, that part sucks. Yeah, being married used to help... It used to help out a lot.
Lol so you just want to go straight from you complaining to hearing me complain? It's okay, I guess. We are both trying to find our way to work it out... I suppose. I don't know what I expected, maybe forgiveness earlier? I mean, I know that what I did was really wrong, but... I don't like being shunned. Yes, you're right - he is difficult to handle sometimes.
Lol sorry but I can't help it, I had to laugh at you there, because that happened to me a lot with my kids. It got to the point where I would have to go out and shop for new clothes because most of my tank tops and t-shirts were completely stained lol.
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Post by PVT. KAMI EVANS on May 17, 2012 18:48:15 GMT -5
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Well if you really want to… I can send them your way every Thursday night so I can have a breather?
Being married used to help? So it doesn’t help anymore?
He talked to me about it. He never talks about his ‘feelings’ so to him it’s a pretty big deal. He’s really hurt by it, so I guess my brother just needs time to heal.
Well, this makes shirt number sixteen. For one-year old, Jake is a messy thing.
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Post by anna on May 18, 2012 8:06:46 GMT -5
TEMPLATE WAS MADE BY this starless city. OF CAUTION TWO POINT OH. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - HANDWRITTEN FATE * [/size][/font][/color] IS CURRENTLY: doing school work
IS LISTENING TO: nothing at the moment[/size][/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Yeah that's fine. I just checked the calendar and Thursday nights are very quiet around here. I don't have any school work on that night so that's perfect.
No it doesn't, because of the turmoil that we are going through. I feel like every time Kaze knows I'm around, he gets all clammed up and he acts differently, than when I'm not around.
I know, I get that he would be hurt by it. I don't know what I want... maybe a sign or something that the man I married is still in there... *sigh* I'm sorry; I shouldn't burden you with this.
Lol wow that sucks! I hope it was a cheap shirt!
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Post by PVT. KAMI EVANS on May 18, 2012 13:19:29 GMT -5
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What about Tuesday’s too? Or am I asking just for way too much? I’ll mark down on the calendar that Thursday’s is Anna Day. Maybe I can eat something for once. Heh.
You’re not burdening me with this. He’s my brother, he’s your husband, we both play a part. Anna, he’s just really hurt. He puts a lot of trust in people, even if he doesn’t show it. I know it’s hard, but try to smile like nothing’s bothering you. It would help him open up more and calm down. Kaze’s weird when it comes to trust. I broke it when we were little and he did the same thing. Just give him time… He’ll come back. He always does.
If it makes things any better he said he still loves you.
If forty bucks is a cheap shirt, then yeah. I got this shirt at a concert. Sigh. I should know better than to wear anything good around these little troublemakers.
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Post by anna on May 18, 2012 14:08:29 GMT -5
TEMPLATE WAS MADE BY this starless city. OF CAUTION TWO POINT OH. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - HANDWRITTEN FATE * [/size][/font][/color] IS CURRENTLY: doing school work
IS LISTENING TO: nothing at the moment[/size][/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Lol nope, that's fine. It might change when I start working again, but I have a bit longer with this course before I can work again. Either way, you aren't asking too much, you've done so much for Kaze and I. And yes, go and eat something! Spoil yourself, go and buy some new t-shirts to be around the kids in lol.
Thank you for being understanding Kami. I know that I blew it big time... and yes he does put a lot of trust into people. I know that it will take a long time, and that's fine. But I - well I can't fake my emotions that easily. I can try, but that's about all I can promise, because I always grew up with the belief that I shouldn't fake my emotions. Yeah I sure hope that he will.
Did he really? That makes me feel ten times better. Thank you Kami. That just goes to show that I'm not fighting a loosing battle. You have given me some new hope, that's for sure, since I don't hear those words anymore.
Oh no! Time to go and get some cheap $5 shirts at the shopping mall lol.
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Post by PVT. KAMI EVANS on May 18, 2012 16:12:31 GMT -5
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Thank you so much Anna. You’re godsend.
Well I don’t really know what to say on that. I guess try, but in the end be who you are. Kaze will come back to you in due time. All he needs is his space and I’m sure he’ll be missing you so more, he’d toss his stubborn antics aside and come back to you with open arms. It’s just waiting for him that’s the hard part…
He did. Along with other things. I’m apparently his rant-board. Haha. And you’re welcome Anna. I’d tell you if you were fighting a losing battle. So far, you’re not. Just him ‘admitting’ is hard.
Or one dollar from Salvation Army. Wonder what they’d think if they saw a Marine walk in. Haha.
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Post by anna on May 19, 2012 10:00:15 GMT -5
TEMPLATE WAS MADE BY this starless city. OF CAUTION TWO POINT OH. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - HANDWRITTEN FATE * [/size][/font][/color] IS CURRENTLY: doing school work
IS LISTENING TO: nothing at the moment[/size][/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - No problem Kami. XD
Yeah I guess you're right. I've never been good with being patient and waiting around lol. Guess this is a good time for me to try lol.
Lol you know what? I would give anything to be his rant board again, I even miss those rants of his, even when they would get us semi-arguing with one another lol. Thank you Kami, I appreciate you saying that, I'm glad I'm not fighting a loosing battle.
Ha ha true. I think they would be a tad bit surprised lol. ;]
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Post by PVT. KAMI EVANS on May 19, 2012 13:12:55 GMT -5
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Yes, please try. As hard as it is, it will be rewarding later. =) Trust me. I had to deal with him 9 more years than you. Haha.
I can always tell him you miss him nagging at you. He tells me a lot Anna, so I’d be sure to inform him if you want me to.
I should do that then. Just for the lulz.
So, umm… I just realized I missed your kids b-day’s. Umm… I have their presents here, though.
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Post by anna on May 19, 2012 15:57:12 GMT -5
TEMPLATE WAS MADE BY this starless city. OF CAUTION TWO POINT OH. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - HANDWRITTEN FATE * [/size][/font][/color] IS CURRENTLY: doing school work
IS LISTENING TO: nothing at the moment[/size][/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Yeah I will hang in there a bit longer, especially since I now know that he says he loves me still, even if it's not to my face. Thanks again Kami, for cheering me up when I need it the most.
Lol yeah sure, I'm interested to see how he would react to that!
Oh okay, great. It's no big deal. Did you want to bring the presents by then? I'm sure Emily and Zack will want you to give them the presents yourself... :]
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Post by PVT. KAMI EVANS on May 30, 2012 16:25:17 GMT -5
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Yeah, just try to hang in there. It will all be rewarding sooner or later. And you’re absolutely welcome, Anna. Anything and anytime.
Yeah I can bring them over sometime this week. I got the weekend off… Kind of makes me sad, but then again, happy. No income for those days, but at least I get to see my little monsters. Ha. So… This weekend okay?
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